what's with the name "ANGEL"? i dont know either, but let me try to answer my own question... Angel - one of an order of spiritual beings attendant upon the Diety; a heavenly messenger. A fallen spiritual being. A conventional representation of an angel, a youthful winged human figure in white robes with a halo. A person thought of as being angelically beautiful, pure, kind, etc. A guardian spirit or attendant. (webster's dictionary) Ang daming artista sa Pilipinas ang may pangalang ganito... Eh halos lahat ata sila naging usap usapan, naging laman ng bawat balita at pahayagan. Tulad na lang nila Angelika Dela Cruz at Angelica Panganiban, parehong may ibubuga. Para nga silang mga tunay na anghel. Kaya naman gustong gusto sila ng masa at kahit saan sila magpunta tila ba lahat ng galaw at ginagawa nila ay binabantayan. Parehong gumanap na kontrabida sa mga TV series. Nagkaroon ng mga lalake sa buhay na tila ba mga leading man sa pelikula. At ngayon naman isa na namang ANGEL ang hindi na tinigilan ng eksena. Si ANGEL LOCSIN, bilang ANGEL na hulog ng GMA sa ABS-CBN. Naku po! Lahat tumutok sa The Buzz at Showbiz Central na kung saan inabangan ang balita ukol nga kay ANGEL LOCSIN, tsk tsk tsk! Kailangan ko pa bang isalaysay ang kwento? Alam ko naman pagdating sa mga ganyan hindi pahuhuli ang Pinoy, hindi ba? At alam ko din na may iba't iba tayong opinyon ukol nga sa balitang iyan. ANGEL will always be angel. We can also be an ANGEL. Just spread the wings and let it fly. BE THE IMAGE... A -- act on what we know is right. N -- nourish the truth. G -- give chances. E -- express what you feel. L -- lord first.

20 years of searching, defining what is love, seeking for the answers, waiting for it, living with it, falling in, feeling it... But do I really have to do all of these crappy things, Just to have something to write? Well I guess so... hahahaha! I have made an illusionable poem from the mind that so imaginative... ( lols ) *** LOVE is right, frozen by sight. LOVE is wrong, loudly as gong. LOVE is real, you always make a deal. LOVE is cake, its sweetness makes you shake. LOVE is dance, taken by chance. LOVE is weak, when you almost reach the peak. LOVE is sensitive, needed to be conservative. LOVE is tough, when you have a cough. ( does it make sense? hahaha ) LOVE is car, it drives you so far. ( can't think na talaga of words ) LOVE is wind, it blows your mind. LOVE is words, shared by chords. LOVE is lyrics, written by critics. LOVE is nothing, when you have something. *** It is so wonderful to wake up every morning, having it. Keeping it inside your heart. Sharing it with someone. What more can i ask for? I have it. The LOVE that I have gained for 20 years. And still my reason to live. "stay in love and feel the beat of your heart"...

naniniwala ako na lahat ng tao tumatanda. bukas, makalawa, magbabago ang ikot ng mundo, hindi na magiging makulay tulad ng kahapon, maglalaho ang itim at kinang ng buhok at matatakpan ito ng puti ng ulap. mawawala din ang sigla na siyang tangi nating taglay, mga ngiti na walang kasing tamis, paningin na unti-unting magsasara, ang dati'y malambot na balat ay magiging magaspang. "panahon ay lilipas din, mga araw ay daraan, ang mundo ay papanaw din"... ayon sa lyrics ng kantang Magpakailanman ng Rocksteddy... Ang buhay natin kahapon ay iba sa buhay natin ngayon, at ang magiging buhay natin kinabukasan. --- (itutuloy)

Shoot! 3:16 in the afternoon. I saw him with his old pen and paper. I saw him there... watching her. Trees are swaying, the wind is so strong. Softly, it rained. He run, she walked away. I followed him. Blink! His gone. No footsteps. Then there's no more rain. And the sun shines, so brightly that I barely see the sky. Where am I? Where is he? I went home and still thinking of him. Wonderin' why he didn't say goodbye. Why he just left? Arrrggghhh... Yawn. Time to sleep but my mind is so awake, I can't even close my eyes. I hate questioning myself about him. Why I feel this way, and why can't I feel that way. It's crazy but do I have to? No Choice. Early morning, I drive my car to my friend's house. While I'm on my way. Ive seen a man, wearing dirty sneakers, faded jeans, and green shirt. He looks familiar, i stopped the car and went inside the boutique where I have seen him a minute ago. But no other man was in there except the guard and the cashier. I am so confused.I can feel the beat of my heart, bursting and twirling. Where is he? I cried so loudly. What is happening to me? My heart just crashed... Am i trapped with the illusion of him? Or am I just being paranoid. Seeing the unseen? Falling for someone, I am not even so sure if he is existing... I wanna break down and die. I want to feel him, to see him again, to talk to him for a second, is it too much? Silently dreaming. Atlast, I am here again. The place where I have seen him with his old pen and paper. Where he had watched me dancing along with those trees, swaying... I looked around, hoping to see him again.Patiently waiting... Then I've heard... ***to be continue, sleepy na ako eh!

Emptiness is all i am... Its all i ever have... Got no one to be with, got nothing to show. Because its obvious, im all alone. Everyday i go to school with a smile on my face, wishing that there could be someone along who wished to walk by me... But before the day ends, i find myself trapped, where? nowhere. No signs. And silence is the only thing i hear, the only noise that i patiently listen to. Then i looked around, and all i see are the pieces of me. Ssshhhh... broken, and so empty. urgh! I have often told myself, that no one is really gonna be there, because in the end there's just me, and will always be me... ALONE!!!!!!! Right? I don't need the company of other people, because i know that in the end, no one's gonna be there to comfort me. I doubt, but its the fact. I know it's not just me who feels that, there are millions out there who have chose to be alone, why? Its just that more often than not, filling someone else's cup is hard. Agree? If you think this is just a crap, then think again...